Empty

A thousand things around me
People, things ,places to go , things to do.
I still feel empty like my heart is not whole.
I patch my heart up and only you can fill the holes.
I can't hide my feelings or who I am.
I can't deny my secrets or stories I tell.
I am trusted by many, but lied to much more.
So scared to get hurt .
Don't know where to go anymore.
Just wanna cry.
They think that its funny.
They don't know that words hurt more than sticks and stones.
Lies, and secrets , rumors and more,
Ruins who you are and who you want to be.
If people kept their lies to themselves that rope wouldn't be around that girls throat.

My Grandfather Memorial Video

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Is Our Just a Story?

Can you feel then pain
The pain that's in my heart.
As my tears roll down my checks. 
What would my life be without you?
Would it be any different from now?
I guess I will find out someday.
Is it true ?
Is our love a lie?
I don't want to loose you as long as I live.
As long as my heart beats
As long as I feel the pain.
The way he touches.
As he pulls me closer.
My heart beat speeds up
As we start to kiss.
Kisses so sweet causing my body to shake.
My fingers in his hair
His hands on my waist.
The warmth of his chest.
Our love is true, 
it's to deep to be fake

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His kiss.

His touch.

His warmth.

His name.

His heartbeat.
   
The way his heat warms up my body.
As the kisses deepen
the feelings strengthen .
The tighter his hold
the faster my heart  beats.
The only soul that keeps me thinking right.   

The space that's empty,
when his arms not around me. 

The time spent together.
Just left for a week felt like a year.  

How's the feeling so deep,
so strong, 
so passionate. 

 Just want you in my arms
 all the pain goes away. 

I don't  deserve to be forgiven. 

The pain of the moments away.
Love stronger when together. 
Never before had my blood rushed so much,
when I hear your name. 

The first touch in such a long time,
Lets me feel like i'm not alone. 

The warmth of our bodies touching. 
The tastes of our lips kissing.
The places where we loose our hands.
As long as were are together.
Then I am the happiest girl on earth.

Its time to go!

I feel so bad,
He had to go.
It's so unfair,
His fun had just beginning.
It's time to go,
His heart tried to stay.
But had no luck,
The Golden Gate was open for him to go.

Why couldn't it be me,
He didn't do anything thing wrong.

It's the first he gets to go home,
He's high in the sky above us.
He may be gone but his souls still here,
We all know he is just a whisper away.

We give up it's time to move on,
It would have been better to see him now.
Sitting besides me, or even giving me a kiss goodbye.

When God says it's time to go
We all need to hault,
And give him our life. 
No regrets.
No worries.
For his life has come to a stop.

He has to go home.
He has said his goodbyes,
To all his friends and family.
"He needs to go,
he had a good life."
Was the last thing I hears before. 
Everyone started to cry.
The monitor said he was gone. 
We all knew he was over,
When we heard the final noise.
BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP</3

Written by Chasity Cramer. 
Dedicated to my grandfather.
Charles Jr. Cramer
R. I. P
02/14/06

Manhunter!!

Manhunter!!!

I can hear him

I know he’s there.

This is like a real life slender man
Alone in the woods,

I just don’t know where to hide.

I can hear his steps getting closer.

I don’t know where to go,

Is this a dream?

 I’m not waking up.

This can’t be happening to me,

This is so unfair.

He’s got me!

I can feel the pain as,

He Attacks like a hawk.

Not letting his prey breath,

Or even move.

I cannot breath.

I cannot feel my legs.

I can’t die now.

I cannot even say goodbye.

He is gone.

Left me here to die,

All alone in the dark,

Not enough air to scream.

He is gone,

And is going to,

 Do it again.

Next victims by a lake.

It is so far away,

From the rest of the world.

Cannot hear a scream,

No matter how loud. 

The pain rushes,

The scream builds.

I have no one around,

 To help me.

They do not understand the pain.

It is not like a murder,

Or even suicide.

A serial killer,

Keeps going,

Never satisfied.

They have bodies

 Of many.

All cut up.

Consuming their souls.

No one can know,

No one can tell.

He is at it again.

This is a good one.

They do not know what’s next.

The way he treats woman

The way he treats men.

Victium number 50 is standing in line.

All alone waiting for her food.

He waits for her to be alone.

Ask if she would like a drink.

He slips in a pill,

And waits for it to set in.

Asks her if

He would like to go

Back to his place.

She takes her hands,

And leads her to his room.

And throws her on the couch.

She kicks and screams,

But no one can hear.

He grabs a knife

Ready to kill.

She kicks him

Causing him to

Pass out.

She runs and find

the police station

tells them about

The horrible smell.

The skulls everywhere.

 Knock, Knock , Knock.  

The police knock

The smell hits them

“You’re under arrest.

Anything you say

Can and will

Be used against

You in the court of law”.

 In the case of the

Man in the mask vs. the city. 

The man in the mask pleads

 guilty of 49 counts

 Of murder and

1 count of attempt

Of murder.

He will be

Sentenced to life

In state prison

With no bail.

The 50^th victim

Dies 2 weeks later

Because of suicide

And the thought that

She got to survive and the others could not.

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 [C1] I believe that This could represent Irony because, it is something that mite not be expected.

 [C2]

Child abuse

Child abuse is reported every 10 seconds.

There was a little girl,

Named Erica.

Her little brother Jace,

Never knew what

 Was going to come next..

She tried to hide the worst,

And ended up getting

 Caught in the most awful.

When daddy was drunk,

She knew to hide.

Jace got caught by mommy,

And Erica started crying.

Erica did not want to let it happen,

She had to help her brother from dying

She tried to help him out,

But ended up getting  knocked out.

She woke up,

Saw her brother all

Bloody and bruised.

With tears in his eyes.

They went to school

And told their teachers ,

They were abused.

But they were never believed.

Just told them to sit down.

When Erica went home,

and went to help Jace 

She couldn't find him.

She heard him cry

She heard him scream.

She found mommy

And asked if he was ok.

She said he is fine

One of daddies friends was
 having a play date with him.

We have to pay for the car.

We have a surprise for your birthday.

Friday was her birthday,

She could not wait,

Until she found out its her own

Play date.

Mommy and Daddy

Gave her a blind fold,

And told her not to look.

The guy was a family friend

And we own him a lot of rent.

"Where is Jace?"
 She asked so quietly.

He is down stairs inside your room.

 Go inside our room

And have some fun.

After your done,

Its family game night

With you and Jace.

She was so happy

She couldn’t understand.

She had never seen them so happy.

This is the best birthday ever.

As she walks into the room,

She thanks mommy and

Daddy for her gift.

As she heard the man

Lock the door she wondered

Why she was still blind folded.

He whispered in her ear,

“You are about to get the

Best birthday present ever”.

He took off her shirt,

Then pulled down her pants.

She giggled ,

And said his hands were cold.

He told her to relax,

The fun was about to begin.

She felt something inside her

That she knows doesn’t belong.

She cryed,

It hurt so bad,

She couldn’t feel her legs

She didn’t understand what she did.

What kind of birthday gift was this?

She couldn’t move

And he said it felt so good.

When he was done he left

Her crying.

Mommy came in,

Put her clothes back on

and took off the blind fold.

Erica,

Jace is waiting for you.

He’s ready to play a game.

Me and daddy will be down in a minute.

Erica and Jace,

Drawing quietly down stairs.

As they hear a whistle

Disturb the silence, they jump.

Mommy and Daddy are coming

Down to play.

They got so excided

And rushed over to the stairs.

Daddy was drunk ,

Mommy was too.

Erica and Jace  jumped

Waiting to play.

“Happy Birthday Erica”,

Said mommy.

She whispered something

That the kids couldn’t make out.

“What are we going to play mommy?”

Erica wasn’t even think about the man anymore.

She wanted to have the best birthday ever.

Daddy threw his beer bottle ,

And made Jace jump.

“What was that for?”

Asked Erica .

She went to check on Jace,

When she turned around ,

She got knocked down by mommy.

Jace was scared and went to hide.

He knew Erica was hurt.

Erica got up slowly,

And stared to cry.

She did not know what was going on.

She was stable,

Before daddy kick her.

She flew across the room,

And hit the wall.

Erica screamed in pain,

She was coughing up blood.

She tried to get up,

But was slapped by mommy.

She did not think mommy

Could hit so hard.

She could not get up

Erica was in pain from

Head to toe.

She laid their unable to move.

She heard mommy and daddy,

 shouting in the background.

She was swaying.

The world was moving.

She tried to open her eyes.

She tried to move her arms,

And legs.

She was in so much pain.

She stared to cry again.

This was her birthday.

What did she do ,

To make them mad.

She opened one

Eye and looked around to find Jace

Under the couch looking at her crying.

Mommy and Daddy had left.

Erica and Jace heard ,

A engine start,

And heard it roar down the street.

Jace crawled out from under the couch.

Erica whispered to him to call 911.

He ran up the stairs and came back with the phone.

She barely heard him talking to the operator.

He hung up the phone and ,

laid right next to his sister.

 The house was quiet , 

Until they heard a knock on the door.

Jace ran to the door hoping it

Was not mommy and daddy.

Glad as he ran back to Erica

with a police officer behind him. 

Erica heard what seemed like millions of voices.

Until the world went still and quiet.

She began to become cold , and sick.

She heard one last thing.

Jace had come laid by her

Crying.

Hugging Erica.

“ Don’t leave me Erica ,

I need you,

I love you .”

These were the last words

That Erica had heard before

 she had died on her birthday.

 October , 15 2009 .

5 to 6 children die each day as a result

of child abuse or neglect.

The police found a piece of paper

 under the chair in the basement.

It was the picture she was drawing ,
before her mother and father killed her.

It was written to Jace.

Dear Jace,

I love you.

You are the best brother.

If you are reading this alone ,

Mommy and daddy

Hurt me and I cannot

Read it to .

I hope someone helps you

and takes care of you.

Be strong

Be a fighter

And Do not forget

I love you

Forever.

                        Erica <3

The police took the parents into custody and they surved life in preson.

The letter that Erica wrote to Jace was given to him the day after he got out of the hospital. Jace was adopted by one of the police officers and he grew up and became protective and join the Navy. He thinks about his sister everyday. How she loved him and used what happened to them to make him strong.

He is strong

He is a fighter

And he will never forget

Erica loves him. 

Written by : Chasity Kyla Cramer